its nice that everyone has kind of left here, because then i can write what i want without worries! it is kind of sad bcuz this was so much fun while it was popular! it sucks... still gonna see about editing my site, just havent done it yet.. lol

leonardo just got done sunbathing, he used to not do it in front of me and if i caught him doing it he was embarrassed and would jump back in the water, but now he doesnt mind as much.. lol

i hate being alone.

his name is leonardo

he is my pet turtle

o so cute

within his green shell

have you ever looked at the world through the eyes of a child?

The amazing-ness of a leaf falling, its been attached for how many months then it just falls off, or the pure color of the leaves... everything we take for granted, cars (this huge mass of metal actually moves us from place to place), breathing (the difference between life and death...), study your hand like you are seeing it for the first time... view everything like your viewing it for the first time... dont even try to worry about positive thinking, because when you look at the world with new eyes, you appreciate it in a new light, and joy comes easily and stress just falls away... spend a moment with a child and just watch them... or don't... whatever, but just try to appreciate life and every moment we have in it, because that moment is gone, and if you didnt appreciate it then, then you may never appreciate it, or you'll think back with regrets... if you spend all your time in the past or the future, then you lose the present, and the cycle of regret continues on... never regret... no matter what happens, no matter how much of  bad decision it was, realize this, then move on, it does no good to worry and regret, you miss the now, and you only get sick over it. appreciate life and all it has to offer.

{sigh}

"I've earned through hope and faith
On the curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever
If morning never comes for either one of us
Then this I pray to you wherever

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up

...In a phrase to cut these lips...
I love you..."

--Wake up, by Coheed and Cambria